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Date added: 16.6.2009
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 That is the only good thing about today - I know it's name. And I still know where to find my blog on the internet.Have been so, so tired. Slept all morning. Mum called down, and had to go to bed again and leave her to her own devices. Then got in a whole panic because was required to put on clothes, pick up boys, make dinner, ferry son #1 to a tennis lesson, pick him up, organise uniforms for tomorrow... Just wasn't gonna happen. At that point, "Home Treatment Team" rang. And asked how I was today. Not great. We'll be with you in an hour, they said. I was almost impressed. But still, kids and their lives to sort out. Panic. Then got text from ex (LOL one) - who, it has to be said, has been on hand when needed and been very supportive throughout this whole debacle - asking if there was anything he could do to help me this evening. Well, grab a pen... So, I found clean(ish) clothes, took a deep breath, located car keys, and off I went to get the boys. Managed that. Mum had bought some emergency supplies in the form of chocolate and chicken dippers. Managed to put said dippers in the oven and boil water for the super noodles. While I had the chocolate. Still felt sick. Even after sugar boost. LOL arrived, entertained kids and took them both off-side for the tennis lesson (with the coach who is best friends with the woman I "stole" him from. Or whatever. Nothing is ever straightforward.) just as "Home Treatment Team" arrived. Same old, same old. Apparently my only problems in life are: 1. I am perfectly normal 2. I expect too much off myself Right. I didn't think that collecting one's children, feeding them and getting them where they are supposed to be when they are supposed to be there without having an anxiety attack is either normal or expecting too much of oneself. Apparently so. And isn't it just great that LOL was on hand to help out tonight. Yeah - what when he's not? Oh, but I don't have to worry about that, because it isn't happening right now. Typical me, running ahead. Silly girl. Kids needing fed and clean school uniforms for tomorrow IS happening now. Ha. Oh, but I'm just worrying too much about that, and should break everything down and take it one step at a time. I admit I am not good at that. I need to get good at it, was the advice. Well aren't I just all sorted now, then. Thanks for the medical insight and input. Fuck all that. Am gonna get kids to bed now and sit down and watch the Sex & the City movie - Part 4. I have sat down to watch it on 3 previous occasions since getting out of hospital, and still the girls aren't long back from Mexico. And the thing is, I have seen it before. But I sat down to watch it with a bottle of wine that night, and remember very little about it. Except the Carrie-being-jilted-at-the-alter thing and the Steve-shagging-some-other-girl thing. I even forgot about Mexico. Me, who would have told you not long ago that I never had any blackouts when I was drinking, so I couldn't be a "real" alcoholic... I also remember that Carrie still ends up with Big, and Miranda takes Steve back. Hopefully in the sequel they will both have wised up. Said the bitter and twisted depressed life guru... | ||||
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